I've been feeling a bit blue lately. I think it has a lot to do with the season, as I have a tendency to get sad and wonky this time of year. I always start to think back to when I was teaching marching band, and this was always the mark of a bright, new school year. Now, it's just a memory. Good ones, but memories nontheless.
The other piece is that I'm stressing hard core over my GMAT. I really shouldn't be worried about it. I just feel like I need to succeed on this test above all else, or I won't be able to follow this particular dream of teaching. I realize that this one test isn't the only determining factor, but I also know that I need to do better than average because my college GPA was mediocre.
And then I'm thinking about what happens when I get in? I'll be broke again, struggling to survive in Chicago. Of course, Esvan will be by my side the whole way, he always is. And once I get done, my financial prospects should put me in a place where he could go back to school full time if he'd like.
Overall, I need some hugs people!
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